I think im in love with a guy named Lelouch?

I think im in love with Lelouch Lamperougue from code geass. When he died, i felt so depressed it was like i'd spent ages getting to know him, and he was gone. It's so painful, i tried watching him again, but it just wasn't the same after i knew he was dead. If I won the lottery, I would pay the studio all of my winnings for them to make a new series with him back to life, and me as a Anime with him together living happily ever after and uniting the world yet again. I'm actually serious. How do I get over him?